18 Nov song

This song is one of my absolute favorites. I wrote the melody and other backing instruments on 18 Nov (I think 22). What lyrics are there were written after I spent a number of days in a hospital. I didn’t think I was going to die, but my doctors did,

It’s a quarter to three
and I don’t wanna come home and find a bottle in a cabinet.
And I don’t know about this
All the pretty people, dancing and singing. and they’re taking my blood
but I’m not thinking so clear
all the beeping things screaming and telling me it’s time to go home.