Sorry

Have you ever wanted something more than anything else in your entire life? and then you fucked it up? that’s me.
That’s what this song is about. me saying sorry to her, but also about the very first night we met...

I’m sorry that I had to go
it was killing me to live that way.
nobody can say how much they love until the day they die
maybe I’d be ok if I’d held your hand a time or two.

look at her look at me
her eyes, brighter than all of stars.
this can’t be it,
I don’t know what to do.

I wrote the melody down one day after thinking about it for a while, and then played it into garage band as a single track. it’s still there in the project file. I split it and lined it up to an arrangement. you can hear the absolute very first version of this song.